exhaustion lacking eloquence
i am so fucking tired of being tired.
it adds up and adds up and adds up until i suffocate under the pressure and lose all ability to function.
we knew the cost when we signed on for this, but it doesn't lesson the blow. i'm still breatheless, waiting to catch a break, when all i really want is to be alone with you indefinitely.
and to win for once.
11:35 p.m. - 2009-02-25