mood swing
busy crowds everything.
busy feels good, because with it, i don't have to think as much.
busy fills in the cracks and spaces where too much thought resides.
without busy, the doubt sinks in.
without busy, the memories come rushing to the forefront.
the could-have-beens and the why-nots, and the regrets.
fuck that, forget regret.
maybe busy isn't the issue. maybe i am finally growing comfortable in my own skin.
here i am. deal with it. because i'm finally learning to.
how's that for a mood swing?
11:06 p.m. - 2012-09-29