Vacancy
My brain feels particularly blank.
Not a sad emptiness, nor exhaustion. But maybe like the heat has made meaningful thought impossible. Sapped all creativity from my brain.
Drawing feels almost autonomic, but everything else... it's just out beyond my grasp right now.
At least it's a pleasant sort of vacancy.
Maybe this is just a residual effect from covid - this round was mild but sent me into an autoimmune flare.
Maybe I'm shutting down again. I'm actively trying to avoid it, but sometimes it just happens.
Or maybe I'll be fine again once the temps drop below 95.
Maybe autumn will be healing.
4:47 p.m. - 2023-08-24