misalignment pt. 2
Another sleepless 2 a.m. - an increasingly common occurrence.
If not pain, then the brain. Or vice versa.
More often than not a little of both.
Tonight, a lot of both.
There’s a problem, a puzzle, something I’ve contemplated for far too long. Dissected and reassembled over and over again in my mind. So much time wasted, looking for a resolution, when in fact I should have been searching for the catalyst.
Pieces of it have been coming together for the past several months, a truth I struggle to accept because I don’t know how to move forward from it.
my depths are different than your depths.
how do i reconcile?
I’m on the precipice of something, debating if I should turn back or press forward.
Maybe just wait it out, see what my heart wants in another twenty years' time.
2:16 a.m. - 2023-10-15