for posterity (ha)
I slept for seven hours straight last night - a small miracle - and woke up feeling more like myself than I have in a very long time.
Spent my morning in the kitchen, something I've neither wanted to do nor been capable of for the past month or so. Lots of prep cooking to prepare for days when things are hard.
It's 4pm now. No meds, no weed all day, and I'm still feeling okay. Probably better than I have in several weeks. I'm freshly showered and wearing my favorite sundress*, listening to music and having a snack. A low pain day feels like cause enough to wear a pretty dress. I’m celebrating.
That's it.
The whole entry.
Just wanted to make record of the fact that I actually feel good today.
* It's always sundress season if you spend most of your time indoors, which I do. Also, cardigans exist.
4:39 p.m. - 2023-10-16