browndamask's Diaryland Diary

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2024-09-03 - the likeness of something lost
2024-08-23 - the corner of dundas and yonge
2024-08-21 - narcissus
2024-08-09 - and that was that
2024-07-29 - Addendum
2024-07-27 - June into July:
2024-07-06 - miss starr’s flash
2024-07-04 - cannulation x 23
2024-06-20 - astronomical summer
2024-06-15 - slipping
2024-06-14 - mellisonant
2024-06-13 - ‘respite from tedious people & tea parties’
2024-06-07 - gold
2024-06-04 - nocturnal musings
2024-05-21 - ritual & routine
2024-05-01 - (mostly) radical honesty
2024-04-25 - a thursday in april, but also all the days for the past five years
2024-04-22 - hallelujah
2024-04-13 - april
2024-04-11 - blah blah blah
2024-04-02 - potpourri
2024-03-17 - Eurydice
2024-03-14 - corners & edges
2024-03-10 - rage
2024-02-28 - december 2000, maybe?
2024-02-27 - time loop
2024-02-21 - little sisters, kidnappers, sleep demons
2024-02-16 - sustenance
2024-02-13 - february 13th
2024-01-28 - manifesting
2024-01-15 - 19 years
2024-01-07 - untethered
2024-01-05 - january
2024-01-01 - no good, very bad
2023-12-28 - hibernation
2023-12-12 - the unknown core
2023-12-01 - there are 1440 minutes in a day
2023-11-21 - trivialities
2023-11-15 - Pioneers
2023-11-03 - down it goes again
2023-11-01 - noise
2023-10-25 - with a sigh
2023-10-16 - for posterity (ha)
2023-10-15 - misalignment pt. 2
2023-10-13 - yamato silver
2023-10-08 - chill
2023-10-08 - 2:20 a.m.
2023-10-04 - a little hope
2023-10-02 - it’s october
2023-09-28 - equilibrium
2023-09-26 - fodder
2023-09-25 - absurd
2023-09-22 - recoil
2023-09-20 - a questionable trade
2023-09-18 - maybe this could be it
2023-09-15 - hypnagogia returns
2023-09-15 - this is my truth:
2023-09-10 - evolution
2023-09-08 - Eighteen
2023-09-05 - two dreams
2023-09-02 - pretend this is clever
2023-08-30 - Sublunary
2023-08-26 - the heat will melt your brain
2023-08-24 - Vacancy
2023-08-23 - it’s alive
2023-08-20 - a gentler creativity
2023-08-19 - no one has come to claim her
2023-08-18 - minutiae
2023-08-16 - Meanwhile
2023-08-14 - easy, right?
2023-08-13 - fear/dopamine
2023-08-11 - Let’s Pretend We’re Bunny Rabbits
2023-08-09 - Accounting for Time Spent
2023-08-08 - Beast
2023-08-04 - Intense World Theory
2023-08-03 - Contrition
2023-08-01 - Wobbegongs
2023-08-01 - August
2023-07-30 - mundanity
2023-07-28 - what you want is just outside your reach*
2023-07-27 - Gryllus Texenis
2023-07-24 - chaotic neutral
2023-07-23 - repetitions
2023-07-21 - tantrum
2023-07-19 - contrary
2023-07-18 - non-renewable resources
2023-07-16 - Oedipa Maas
2023-07-14 - scattered
2023-07-12 - Pando
2023-07-10 - war
2023-07-07 - Is it strange that I feel relief?
2023-07-05 - don’t cry, demolition baby
2023-07-05 - bury it
2023-07-02 - but it's not
2023-07-01 - no less
2023-06-30 - JPC
2023-06-29 - virtual scrap paper
2023-06-26 - history
2023-06-24 - cusp of fifteen
2023-06-23 - monarch
2023-06-21 - resonant/flood
2023-06-19 - favorites
2023-06-16 - not
2023-06-14 - humidity
2023-06-11 - swan lake
2023-06-10 - ha
2023-06-08 - regrets and what-might-have-beens
2023-06-07 - oh, molly-bee
2023-06-06 - better things
2023-06-05 - Atoms, stars, cereal, spiders
2023-06-04 - Seventeen
2023-06-03 - Mt. Joy
2023-06-02 - Rubber Gloves
2023-05-31 - cocoon
2023-05-30 - devotee
2023-05-29 - -
2023-05-29 - -
2023-05-26 - W
2023-05-20 - annual specter recognition
2023-05-20 - -
2023-05-16 - -
2023-05-16 - Apologies for the parentheses
2023-05-11 - -
2023-05-09 - -
2023-05-06 - -
2023-05-02 - I wasn't planning on updating again so soon, but...
2023-05-01 - -
2023-01-26 - -
2022-09-16 - -
2022-09-03 - -
2021-09-30 - -
2021-09-24 - L.K.
2021-09-17 - stupid
2021-06-04 - -
2021-03-30 - -
2021-03-07 - -
2021-01-20 - -
2021-01-11 - -
2020-12-30 - -
2020-12-30 - drums
2020-12-21 - -
2020-12-08 - -
2020-12-05 - -
2020-12-02 - -
2020-11-30 - -
2020-11-27 - -
2020-11-24 - -
2020-11-21 - -
2020-11-18 - -
2020-11-17 - -
2020-11-14 - epiphany
2020-09-03 - -
2020-04-29 - leggings
2019-11-01 - demotion
2019-07-26 - bad investments
2019-05-22 - forty
2019-04-13 - you again
2019-04-13 - PSA
2019-03-07 - Jo
2018-12-07 - summer
2018-09-17 - chalk graffiti
2018-08-29 - a mood
2018-06-21 - my waning form
2018-05-26 - happy birthday
2018-04-20 - join me for a pity party
2018-01-08 - History
2017-10-06 - Saudade
2017-09-25 - respite
2017-08-09 - How it is
2017-08-04 - demons from past lives
2017-07-18 - On Success
2017-03-10 - lovesick
2016-02-15 - Mac DeMarco songs give me feels
2015-07-21 - If you always choose the path of least resistance, you will eventually meet a dead end.
2015-07-05 - Today was a good day filled with old faces (but proves I am shit at relationships)
2014-12-06 - Kraken and I have a complicated relationship
2014-10-21 - ophelia knows best
2014-10-15 - these are the valley times
2014-10-08 - folly
2013-11-20 - advanced problem solving
2013-08-02 - maybe
2013-08-02 - another five things
2013-05-30 - what i'm saying is, i made you a man (but not in THAT sense)
2013-05-13 - balance
2012-12-06 - 1.
2012-10-07 - songs and affirmations
2012-09-29 - mood swing
2012-08-31 - little
2012-08-22 - V
2012-08-20 - the chasms you left behind
2012-08-14 - evergreen
2012-08-14 - one year, one month, 14 days.
2012-08-11 - missing missives
2012-08-11 - baal
2012-08-10 - masking
2012-08-09 - presence
2012-08-02 - ophelia skates to brown damask
2012-07-31 - oh the toil a lie can bring
2012-07-23 - a brief return to youth
2012-07-21 - TO, ON
2012-07-19 - whole
2012-07-18 - isn't this what we're all trying to do?
2012-07-13 - someone turn that awful mouth-breathing down
2012-07-13 - i have a fondness for commas.
2011-10-23 - dix-neuf
2011-09-21 - he was my...
2010-09-27 - I could dress in black and read Camus
2010-09-11 - 9/11/2010
2009-06-27 - purge
2009-05-18 - martha
2009-02-26 - simply
2009-02-25 - oh, plus!
2009-02-25 - exhaustion lacking eloquence
2009-01-30 - wrecked
2008-12-11 - vice
2008-12-04 - dim
2008-12-03 - frivolity
2008-12-03 - i could not see the truth, for it was too beautiful
2008-11-18 - the girls, the girls
2008-11-08 - rightness
2008-11-08 - ferns
2008-11-07 - oh! destroyer!
2008-11-06 - who i will becoming.
2008-11-06 - diaryland past
2008-11-06 - 3/23/2004
2008-11-05 - ghosts (continually continued)
2008-11-05 - distillate (10-14-2004)
2008-11-05 - green
2008-11-05 - behold what i have created
2008-11-05 - the editor
2008-11-04 - intro